Days are getting busier with the increasing workloads and tests. Everything has to be done by the holidays. This is one thing that I feel gratified for. At the very least, I can enjoy my CNY holidays with no worries. I have been through half of my subjects' tests till now, left with 2 subjects ahead. And with one project's progress report that due next week. Everything goes swiftly with plan. My study environment has become more tense with every people around me overwhelming themselves with piles of books. This inflicts extra stress on me.
The situation is reversed on the other hand. My sister is just liberated after her final exam and be the most free person at home. My house is apparently in the decoration progress,with my sister as the chief designer. My parents already buying and preparing all the stuffs for CNY. What we have to do is just counting down the days!
May we all be blessed for our tests to come and have a happy CNY!
Sunday, January 31, 2010
Friday, January 29, 2010
Revive
It had been quite a while since the last time I left my blog. Yet, I bring this blog back to life with my piece of writing here. Everything is as usual as I enter the fourth semester of my study. One thing, the only one thing that changes is that I have a kick start on my very first violin lessons for interest sake. It has been on my dream-list since I was small. I doubted at the very beginning before a decision was made in the end. Apart from the time management issue, I feel stupid to have initiated at this old age. This is surely something to laugh at, my siblings especially, thought I am out of my mind. Sighs.... Who cares? Since I have decided, I don't mind.
Well, finally I convince myself with the thought 'nothing could stop me from achieving my dream in the range of my capability to do so'. The feeling is great to do the thing I love and I can feel my commitment and that fills my life with colour bit by bit. I am feeling happy, arise from my inner heart. Although my school life is getting busier from day to day, I still can feel myself as a whole ever.
However, with mood swing behaviour in me, I do wonder how long I can last. Hah, may be I should let my friends bet on me and make their own judgements. How well do they know me, I do want to know.
Well, finally I convince myself with the thought 'nothing could stop me from achieving my dream in the range of my capability to do so'. The feeling is great to do the thing I love and I can feel my commitment and that fills my life with colour bit by bit. I am feeling happy, arise from my inner heart. Although my school life is getting busier from day to day, I still can feel myself as a whole ever.
However, with mood swing behaviour in me, I do wonder how long I can last. Hah, may be I should let my friends bet on me and make their own judgements. How well do they know me, I do want to know.
Wednesday, July 29, 2009
Unpredictable early sem break
In the middle of my lecture, rumours arised in my class, and everybody was discussing the same topic--UPM is under quarantine for a week effective from now on.
I was shocked at the moment I got the news, and I thought most probably it was simply a joke from my friends. We were confirmed until our lecturer declared the rumours as a fact. Soon, my class was fulled of ringing tones and everybody is busy talking on the phone. Everybody is busy planning their next step to be taken, journey to home. Me on the other hand, straight away called my sister to acknowledge her the news as well as requesting her to fetch me home.
The class had dismissed straight afterward. Back to my hostels, I saw the staffs were busy in cleaning and disinfecting task, fully covered with gauze mask. Meanwhile, the in charged personnel of our hostel's authority were giving out gauze masks and making announcement. Looking at the memo, our sem break will be shifted two weeks earlier. Is that so serious??? I asked myself.
Ignoring my unanswered question, grabbing a piece of gauze mask and I quickly went up to my room and got my stuffs packed without further delayed. Half an hour later, my sister already here to picked me up. I was back to home at 5pm after giving my course mates a short ride to LRT station.
I was told by my friends that Puduraya station including KTM station was so crowded with multitudes. Well, I feel so fortunate to have studied in local (not out of state). Perhaps this was the right time for a short break owing to the shortage of water supply in my hostel for days till a date that yet cant be confirmed. Before that, all of us had been struggled so badly for the reports and assignments this few weeks. All the work, assignments and report can now be delayed for a moment or two. At instant, this is what makes me feel most relief for!
I was shocked at the moment I got the news, and I thought most probably it was simply a joke from my friends. We were confirmed until our lecturer declared the rumours as a fact. Soon, my class was fulled of ringing tones and everybody is busy talking on the phone. Everybody is busy planning their next step to be taken, journey to home. Me on the other hand, straight away called my sister to acknowledge her the news as well as requesting her to fetch me home.
The class had dismissed straight afterward. Back to my hostels, I saw the staffs were busy in cleaning and disinfecting task, fully covered with gauze mask. Meanwhile, the in charged personnel of our hostel's authority were giving out gauze masks and making announcement. Looking at the memo, our sem break will be shifted two weeks earlier. Is that so serious??? I asked myself.
Ignoring my unanswered question, grabbing a piece of gauze mask and I quickly went up to my room and got my stuffs packed without further delayed. Half an hour later, my sister already here to picked me up. I was back to home at 5pm after giving my course mates a short ride to LRT station.
I was told by my friends that Puduraya station including KTM station was so crowded with multitudes. Well, I feel so fortunate to have studied in local (not out of state). Perhaps this was the right time for a short break owing to the shortage of water supply in my hostel for days till a date that yet cant be confirmed. Before that, all of us had been struggled so badly for the reports and assignments this few weeks. All the work, assignments and report can now be delayed for a moment or two. At instant, this is what makes me feel most relief for!
Sunday, July 5, 2009
The time has arrived
This morning after finishing the last homemade breakfast, I began to pack my messy stuffs. I was not going for a vacation definitely. Worse, I was heading towards my Uni hostel. Well, inhaling some new fresh air, I thereafter get my mood ready back to my study.
There were tons of stuff to be packed! It always turn to be like this--last minute rushing, like I always did. When thinking deeply, I haven't bought my Uni breakfast--biscuits and bread. Just before going back to my hostel, I dropped by tesco ampang for a little shopping moment that I still can enjoy.
Once I made a step down from my car, I walked in solely bewilderment wondering any changes to my hostel room as well as my roommate. I did wished for the same room and same roommate all the time. When I got my finger pointed to a list looking for my name, it leaded to C440. Exactly the same room!!!! Thanks god! I whispered in my heart.
Soon after I filled up the forms, I quickly unloaded my car and shifted all my stuffs with the helping hand from my sister and mum. Then, it took me few hours to unpack everything and clean the dusty room.
To my greater surprise, one of my course mates has moved into the room just opposite of mine.
Counting down the last day of my sem break..... Gambateh for a new chapter of Uni life!
There were tons of stuff to be packed! It always turn to be like this--last minute rushing, like I always did. When thinking deeply, I haven't bought my Uni breakfast--biscuits and bread. Just before going back to my hostel, I dropped by tesco ampang for a little shopping moment that I still can enjoy.
Once I made a step down from my car, I walked in solely bewilderment wondering any changes to my hostel room as well as my roommate. I did wished for the same room and same roommate all the time. When I got my finger pointed to a list looking for my name, it leaded to C440. Exactly the same room!!!! Thanks god! I whispered in my heart.
Soon after I filled up the forms, I quickly unloaded my car and shifted all my stuffs with the helping hand from my sister and mum. Then, it took me few hours to unpack everything and clean the dusty room.
To my greater surprise, one of my course mates has moved into the room just opposite of mine.
Counting down the last day of my sem break..... Gambateh for a new chapter of Uni life!
Sunday, June 28, 2009
Good Bye my little one...
My heart sank when I first saw the cold body of the little puppy laid frozen under a tree. I couldn't believe what I had seen in that early morning. It was the first thing I wished not to see once I opened my eyes. Yesterday, I still saw it running here and there around my house and welcoming me back with a smiley face. Now, everything had just vanished following its death.
Weeks ago, I had been bathing and playing with it and it did tailed me wherever I went. It would wag its tail whenever it saw me. What a cute little one! It also had been my Bobby good companion all the time. Now all that had just turned into my fond memories.
Before that, he always lurking around the neighborhood and loved by everyone. The aunt opposite my house always gave him some foods to eat too. Sigh..... now I starting to miss it already. Pictures of him keep flashing back like some kind of video clips in my mind.
And yet I have to accept the truth that I have lost it. This had caused me depressed for few days. Nevertheless, life have to go on as usual. What I can do now is appreciating everything around me especially my lovely Bobby that still alive.(touch wood...)
Little one..... I will never forget those memorable moments you have brought into my life.
Weeks ago, I had been bathing and playing with it and it did tailed me wherever I went. It would wag its tail whenever it saw me. What a cute little one! It also had been my Bobby good companion all the time. Now all that had just turned into my fond memories.
Before that, he always lurking around the neighborhood and loved by everyone. The aunt opposite my house always gave him some foods to eat too. Sigh..... now I starting to miss it already. Pictures of him keep flashing back like some kind of video clips in my mind.
And yet I have to accept the truth that I have lost it. This had caused me depressed for few days. Nevertheless, life have to go on as usual. What I can do now is appreciating everything around me especially my lovely Bobby that still alive.(touch wood...)
Little one..... I will never forget those memorable moments you have brought into my life.
Saturday, June 20, 2009
Happy 21st Birthday!
Haha! Cant believe I have been lived in this world for 21 years. I have entered another stage of life becoming an adult. Hmm.. Somes may say I have not mentally grown up as others' saying that I am still childish. Am I??? Well, it's up to you. I dont really mind about that as long as I have been lived happily all these days. 'Happy go lucky'--My slogan! haha..
I celebrated my birthday together with Agnes earlier last week with all my fellow friends in form 6. Half of us had turned up in this shabu-shabu gathering. We enjoy our steamboat dinner here and some of us create some new recipes of their owns which better not to comment on the tastes. haha, we really have fun though. This time, yoon ming acted as the photographer and treasurer. Busy taking pictures at every single moment and collects money from us at the end of the dinner. To my surprise, he loomed out with a birthday cake before we left while I thought he went to the toilet according to Melia's saying earlier without any doubt. Again, candles blowing and photography sessions took over next. My dear classmates, really feel grateful and glad to have known you all. Especially Melia--for every single things that you have done for us so far.(from organizing, gathering, collecting ideas, confirming our attendance... and many many more).
Which hand is mine and which hand is Agnes???
My second celebration was with my family members in which we went out for dinner and candles blowing afterwads before 12am. Kin yang--sorry for making you waited so long outside and thanks for your present. Really surprise to have seen you that night. I never imagined you would be there!
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The cake that takes days to be finished....
The third celebration was with my relatives and my dearest godmother on Sunday. Thay came to my house in the afternoon and we non-stop chit chating until the time we had our steamboat dinner at night. The noise that arised from my house was comparable to the night market. It's normal thing to happen as it has been quite a long while we dont meet each other.
To my parents--no words that I can say to express my appreciation for the cares you have poured on me. I cant be as good as what I am now without you.
Happy Fathers' Day DAD!!!
I celebrated my birthday together with Agnes earlier last week with all my fellow friends in form 6. Half of us had turned up in this shabu-shabu gathering. We enjoy our steamboat dinner here and some of us create some new recipes of their owns which better not to comment on the tastes. haha, we really have fun though. This time, yoon ming acted as the photographer and treasurer. Busy taking pictures at every single moment and collects money from us at the end of the dinner. To my surprise, he loomed out with a birthday cake before we left while I thought he went to the toilet according to Melia's saying earlier without any doubt. Again, candles blowing and photography sessions took over next. My dear classmates, really feel grateful and glad to have known you all. Especially Melia--for every single things that you have done for us so far.(from organizing, gathering, collecting ideas, confirming our attendance... and many many more).
Which hand is mine and which hand is Agnes???My second celebration was with my family members in which we went out for dinner and candles blowing afterwads before 12am. Kin yang--sorry for making you waited so long outside and thanks for your present. Really surprise to have seen you that night. I never imagined you would be there!
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The cake that takes days to be finished....The third celebration was with my relatives and my dearest godmother on Sunday. Thay came to my house in the afternoon and we non-stop chit chating until the time we had our steamboat dinner at night. The noise that arised from my house was comparable to the night market. It's normal thing to happen as it has been quite a long while we dont meet each other.
To my parents--no words that I can say to express my appreciation for the cares you have poured on me. I cant be as good as what I am now without you.
Happy Fathers' Day DAD!!!
Saturday, May 23, 2009
The Kids
Are kids little devils created by god? Sometimes, we do think that kids are just like the little angels as they always look cute to adults like us. However, it may soon change your perceptions toward them when they evolve from little angels into little devils whenever they do something that annoy you or disobey you.
Hmmm.. I may get mad to them at first, but when I think deeply, they are just what we are before. What they did is similar to what we did in our pasts. Forgivable, forgivable.... I told myself.
It tested my patient and EQ when deal with kids. You cant be too harsh nor too soft and it takes time to really understand what really beneath their minds.
I saw my childhood when I look into them. They remind me of my childish acts and those games that I used to play during my childhood. Haha.. Kind of missing those enjoyable and memorable moments in the past.
Nurturing them is never an easy job to do. It is always a work of heart.
Hmmm.. I may get mad to them at first, but when I think deeply, they are just what we are before. What they did is similar to what we did in our pasts. Forgivable, forgivable.... I told myself.
It tested my patient and EQ when deal with kids. You cant be too harsh nor too soft and it takes time to really understand what really beneath their minds.
I saw my childhood when I look into them. They remind me of my childish acts and those games that I used to play during my childhood. Haha.. Kind of missing those enjoyable and memorable moments in the past.
Nurturing them is never an easy job to do. It is always a work of heart.
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